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November 14, 2001 ( Wednesday, November 14, 2001 ) He he he he he he he he.....who am i kidding, i'm depressed...lonely...bored....and it's all my fault. I really need to think things through before I do them. Too many people either hate me or love me. I know that doesn't sound all that bad but when you're trying to figure out who you really are and who your friends really are, it's quite hard. I'm not trying to sound like a big ego, but honestly that's the way things are going these days. I try so hard to impress people and to make people like me but I know that I can't change their viewpoint of me, so why do i bother. I'd really like to know what people see me as. I always get this feeling that people assume that I'm always supposed to be happy ALL the time. I'm just...ugh...i hate myself sometimes i really do. |
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