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April 14, 2002 ( Sunday, April 14, 2002 ) Good afternoon all. My weekend has been rather short, consisting mostly of working and talking online. I'm actually "learning to have more fun at adam's. Maybe it's because I've been "accepted" there. I don't really know why being there is more fun than being other places. Maybe it's because the people there, are almost the same as me. Tired of the way the some of their friends act, so they all come to adam's to band together. Well, whatever the reason, I find it comforting to know that I can go there and not feel really out of place. 3 months left of school. I'm trying to make it happy...it doesn't really seem to be working. I can't find a balance. Either, I'm happy with my friends and sucking at school, or vice versa. I'm to the point where I just want to move away, alone, as soon as I can. I feel like a stranger when I'm around my friends. Like I don't really have a point of being around them. Maybe I'm just supposed to be in the background. |
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