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April 25, 2002 ( Thursday, April 25, 2002 ) The volcano is about to erupt. Or so I predict. This volcano is not filled with lava or fire, it's filled with lies and rumours. I'm really trying not to gossip. It's my new goal in life, but it's hard to accomplish a goal when the majority of the people that we surround ourselves with aren't on the same wavelength. I know that I probably have the power to step up and start the process of eliminating all the lies and stuff, I just wish that it wasn't me who had to do it. I wouldn't know how to start something like that without seeming like I'm ganging up on a single person. And what hurts the most is that if people are as willing to say things about other friends, whose to say that they're not saying shit about me? Not that it means much if they are, it's just not comforting to know that people whispering could be talking about you. This isn't Survivor or anything, there shouldn't be so much whispering. Honestly, I don't even know what I'm talking about. I'm not a therapist, I'm certainly not an expert on these things, I mean look at all the friendships/relationships that I've managed to fuck up all by myself. Maybe things aren't as bad as they seem, and maybe I'm just hallucinating...... 
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