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June 16, 2002 ( Sunday, June 16, 2002 ) I just don't feel it. The graduation bug hasn't really hit me yet. I don't have the urge to decorate a car with balloons and streamers and drive down the street yelling "GRAD 2002!!!!". I'm just graduating...it has no other real meaning. I know that I'm going to go to school again...and I know that I'm going to have to work for the rest of my life so I don't really get it all. Life has been ok lately. I'm in that place where I can't decide what to do with anything. I want to make lot's of money during the summer but I don't want to work every day, all day. I want to go to college, but I don't know what for. I want to pursue singing but it seems too impossible. I think...I just want to be surrounded by friends. That's when I feel the best. When everyone is there, and nobody is excluded, that way people don't say things that they shouldn't. I've started to buy grad presents for people but, I'm not sure on what to get the majority of people. I also don't know who I should buy for. I want a grad party..and I know that I want to organize one so that it works out..but...I just can't find any place to have one. Parties in town aren't as fun because you can't be as loud and they can't be too late...yet parties out of town aren't too good because people don't want to drive too far. It's all just blah. I think...i want rice...or stir-fry..but..it's almost 1 and the chances of me being able to do that without falling asleep face first into a burning wok are very very high. Wok...wokka wokka wokka 
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