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August 20, 2002 ( Tuesday, August 20, 2002 ) i am going crazy. Life just seems to be chucking it's worst right in my direction lately. I have no energy thanks to work (5 out of 6 days i worked). I feel like I'm all alone. All the people that I've become close to seem to be distancing themselves.Some of them literally. It might just be the fact that I was awake at 5 this morning, but I feel so empty inside. I want to do so many things but I just can't gather up enough energy to do them. I can't even really remember the last time that I wasn't either at work or in my house bored out of my skull. Oh ya...the other day I signed up for a volunteering thing in Africa. I'm just waiting to see if I'm accepted. Maybe that will help. Maybe all I need to do is try to forget this place. I hate this feeling, absolutley hate it. I know that things were going to change after grad but I kept pushing the image out of my head and now it can't be pushed away any longer. Stuff sucks sometimes. The worst part of this feeling is that I don't feel like talking to anybody. |
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