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February 05, 2003 ( Wednesday, February 05, 2003 ) For some reason I feel like a horrible person and an even more horrible friend. I don't even know why. I'm at one of the times when I hate myself. But it's more like, I'm looking at myself as if I'm another person, and I hate who I'm looking at. It's confusing. gah. In my Psych 151 class we were learning about different fallacies,fallacies. I found 3 of them that I realized were me. The fallacy of Approval, the fallacy of perfection, and the fallacy strength. They're all me. And that's not good. The fallacy of approval is pretty much trying to make everyone like you. The fallacy of perfection, is trying to be perfect at everything that you do. The fallacy of strength is avoiding all signs of weakness. I've found that I try way hard to be the ideal friend/son/brother that I hardly ever notice what it is doing to me...I...am going now. Wish that I could cry Fall upon my knees Find a way to lie About a home I’ll never see It may sound absurd…but don’t be naive Even Heroes have the right to bleed I may be disturbed…but won’t you concede Even Heroes have the right to dream It’s not easy to be me -lyrics from Superman by Five for Fighting |
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