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April 29, 2003 ( Tuesday, April 29, 2003 ) Ok, just a heads up for the following post, it's not a pity post, it's a whine post...just to clarify that for you. Hypothetically speaking, I feel as if my head is at the chopping block. As most of you may or may not have noticed, our group of friends that was once hearty and bountiful is now dwindling, and now it feels as if it's my turn to hit the road. Not by my own choice of course. I don't know how the method works, maybe there's a formula I'm not sure, all I know is that suddenly I feel out of place, and sometimes, like an unwanted tagalong, like a sibling that your parents make you hang out with. Maybe it's the "circle of life" or some other messed up Disney mantra that is causing this rift in the social circle lately or maybe I'm finally just going crazy. Don't get me wrong, it's not that I'm complaining about any of you, I'm not, it's just that we can really only worry about ourselves sometimes, and this is definatley one of those times. I've noticed (over the past 3 or so years) that I don't really fit into a specific sterotype in a group of friends. I'm not the one that people go to for advice, I'm not the one who people phone first, and I'm usually not the one whose shoulder is being cried on. So, I guess to make things short and sweet, I feel like I've done something wrong, like it's my fault that people would rather hang out with people who have more money, or a car, or whatever else makes people want to hang out with you. So hopefully I'll be able to figure this all out... |
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