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October 29, 2003 ( Wednesday, October 29, 2003 ) Be Prepared.... Alrighty...so...this post is going to say a lot. Some of you know, some of you might know, some of you don't know. But I can't hold it in any longer. I've tried, but it's just not going to happen. I'm in love. I'm in love with a person who has the purest heart, the most addictive personality, and the kindest words. Scott and I have been a couple for over a month now and I am tired of keeping this a secret. We met on a website (he's from Calgary), talked, fell in love, and just this past weekend, finally got to meet. I have told some of you this. And I've gotten mixed reactions. Some people gave me support and encouragement and were generally happy for me. Other people almost dropped me out of their lives after I told them. I have no say in what you think of me now or what actions you will take now. I ask for support but I'm not expecting it. The bottom line is, I am in love and it doesn't matter if you have conflicting views on this or not. I ask for you to be happy for me. It's a simple request. I don't expect all of you, all my family to be 100% supportive. This is a struggle. This whole thing is a struggle that I need help overcoming. If you can't be happy for me, if you can't help me, a friend, through a difficult time than I don't know if I need you in my life. I'm sorry for those of you who don't know that you had to find out this way but I was scared. The people that I didn't tell in person are the people that I was the most scared of telling. I didn't know what your reaction would be and I was terrified of telling you. I really needed to get this off my chest. It's been a weight on my heart for a while and I couldn't hold it in any longer. This doesn't change who I am. I'm the same today as I was yesterday and last year. Please, e-mail me if you want to...let me know how you feel about this... Thank you to those people who have been supportive. I love you Scott. |
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