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December 02, 2003 ( Tuesday, December 02, 2003 ) So really...it's not as bad as my last post sounded. I know that I've been kind of a grouch or a stick in the mud lately, but hopefully everyone see's the it's for the greater good. I mean, I'm going through this now so that I can have a really strong relationship with Scott and a kick-ass education. I realized today that I really don't have a lot to whine about. I mean, sure I have homework..blah blah blah....but if you look at Maslow's Heiarchy of Needs, I'm not doing too shabby. I'm getting food, I'm getting sleep, I'm getting loved. I've got an awesome network of friends who have grown so accustomed to my thought process that they can always cheer me up when I'm down without me even asking. I have a super-fabulous boyfriend who warms my heart to no end. I'm doing amazingly well in school (so far) and I have plans to continue on. I may not have money in my bank account, I may not have the most spare time. But dammit, I've got everything I need inside. I like to think that I'm some form of attractive, and I try my best to give myself a good image. I should be happy, and I am. No acting, no lying, no covering it up when I'm really just sad, I'm happy. And why shouldn't I be? Other people are happy for me, why can't I be? I'm happy...so there....I've been wanting to post individual messages to people for a long time, so I should just do it now. Alphabetical just so you know. Alix: I don't know if you read this, but if you do, thanks so much. Without you, class would be boring and more tough than it is now. Thanks so much for all your inspiration too. We're going through much of the same situation right now, with Ian being in Victoria, and Scott being in Calgary. It's nice to have someone to talk to. Annalise: I know that we've been slacking on communication lately but when we do manage to sneak in an e-mail or two during the week, I always walk away feeling better. You somehow manage to tell me a really bizzare story, yet give me good advice. Thanks. Chris: It's weird. I know we've talked about how odd our friendship is (with us not talking for like a year, and then all of a sudden being best friends again). I honestly don't know what I would do without your friendship. I laugh everyday because of you. Yet you know when not to piss me off...Thank you. Erin: Erin! Thank you. You always manage to take my mind off all my problems just by talking about the weirdest stuff. I seriously love when you and I laugh so hard that we cry. You're like the sister that I've never had, and never really wanted...so you're not really the sister I've never had...you're the best friend that's a girl that I've always wanted...yes.... Ginn: Thanks for being so cool. I know that you don't think anyone understands you but you'd be suprised how many times I've been able to relate what you say to what I'm thinking, or things I've thought. Never stop being creative, your art and writing is very inspiring. Thanks. Nichole: It's too bad that you had to move away just as I was starting to find my real group of friends. You and I have kind of always been very similar. Kind of athletic, kind of lazy, artistic when we're in the mood, and always willing to hang out. It's good that you moved close to Calgary. It's not too far away, and I should be going there in the July. Scott: How can I write something to you worth while in a paragraph? You came into my life unexpected, but now that I look back, I can see that I needed you. God must have been smiling on us when we met because I am so at peace now. No matter how stressed, or upset or whatever I am. I just think of you and I'm calm again. I was scared of what life had to offer before you. I was beginning to think that everyone was out to get me, and that I would constantly be in the dark. But I have light. I have your light. I have you. I love you so much and I'm happy that we're in it for life. So yes....happy post...Wooooooot! |
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