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March 29, 2005 ( Tuesday, March 29, 2005 ) Stupid blogger, ate my last post *shakes fist* So the weekend wasn't as bad as I had thought it would be. It was pretty boring at times, especially the first night when all there was to read were Woman's World magazines...At times it was pretty lonely too. It really gave me time to think about a lot of things. There were times when it was actually scary, just being so quiet. Sometimes the only break in the silence came when I had to phone the answering service every hour. I really started to think about things in my life. About Scott, about my family. You know for so long, I dreaded getting older. I never ever wanted to be older. But now for some reason I'm embracing it more. I realize I'm only 20 but there's this part of me that knows that the knowledge that you gain as you age is worth it all. After Easter dinner at my aunt's house, I went to work and was thinking a lot about my family. How great it is. And how different it is. You know, you never really see how things change until you step back for a bit. I used to see my parents everyday and now that I see them about once a week, I notice things more. I notice how skinny my mom looks and how my dad's hair looks a little more gray. It's so interesting to see how families grow up and what happens. I mean, seeing my older brother, it's so hard to remember he's a dad. And I see my cousin and her boyfriend and I think to myself "you're 19!" It's so interesting to me to look at the dynamics. I am so blessed to have the people in my life that I do. They've embraced me and Scott and made sure that we both felt included. Anyways.....my older brother is apparently getting a tattoo up his arm of The Muppets. All of them. Today I was reading a post on the Geocaching forums about bigfoot and how some guy was taking a picture of his friend and there was something behind him and the guy turned around and there was this thing looking at him and then ran away. Scott and I started to talk about what we would do if Bigfoot/Axe Murderer suddenly showed up behind us. Scott's reaction: Run to the car and drive away. For me, I would do one of two things. A) My heart would explode or B) I would go limp and fall to the ground and twitch, losing the will to run away. I cannot handle stuff like that. I can't deal with freaky things in the dark. *shudder* Yes...AND Scott's buisness is a go so call him for all your computer related questions *shameless plug* Feeling:   
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